THAT QUIET NIGHT

As the moon peeped through the clouds,
It glistened on my face.
The sky studded with diamonds,
The cool breeze romancing through its way..

A shudder of frisson hit my veins,
As the flood of thoughts overtook my brain.
They are my chassis of sagacity..

Like the x-ray to my broken leg,
Or a pinky to my brain?
May be the reflection to my mirror,
Or the sweetness to the sugarcane?


How their septic pinches and punchs  have taught me,
The beautiful dance of the 'dance' of life..

" Its a dubious world, my child,
 Remember that first step is a hard traveled mile,
 Follow your intuition and your soul,
 Tomorrow isn't promised to young or old.
 For if there is night, there has to be dawn,
              As life goes on..  "

The dark sky slowly disppeared..

How the time had come for me to depart,
To psychobabble my very own path.
How I bade them my adieus..

But the words still echoed...

HEARTSTRINGS

That same tingy feeling,
The feeling that everything is right, 
But is everything right for me? 

The same old lanes, 
The same old crowd.
How I was pulled into the shadow of the high peak.
Amidst the mystical mountain idyll,
Back to the same old home of mine,
But, do I have the same old shine?

Until one night the phone beeped, 
And the rolling ball of hurt hit.
My frail mind, my soul, my heart,
Lost its way in the dark.
Fell asleep with my heart at the foot of my bed,
And then the tears shed.

My ribcage doubled its weight,

Its getting heavier.

A paranoic feeling has struck me,

For how sad could it even be?

My heart is pumping.

I am sophisticatedly alive.

Was it sadness?

I am not sad.

I said this over and over again,

Just lost my way in the same old lane. 

Was that only a little tingy feeling?

Or just an empty white room with a ceiling?